Shopping list for the new apartment.
kitchen utensils
pots and pans
vacuum
microwave
trashcan
refridgerator
water purifier
lamp

Notes to self.

When reflecting on life, it is not necessary to post or tell anyone, just do it. Try to avoid asking everyone for advice, go with an action first and then reflect on it.


Psalm 9:1 "I will give thanks to the Lord with all my heart."

New Beginnings...

Today is a new day for new beginnings. I am fortunate to experience the present, the cool breeze from the air conditioner and the mellow beats of the drum while sitting cross legged on a wooden chair, all of which reminded me the tranquil feeling of being one with nature.

Today's verse:
I urge, then, first of all, that requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for everyone-- for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness.

1 Timothy 2:1-2

is much similar to chanting for everyone to be happiness and for world peace.

Opening my heart to God and to my true self to pray for my "enemies" is a step I am looking forward to.  At this moment, I am praying for myself to become the man I want to be.

8 in a Thursday morning, I was laying in bed while reading a book. I decided to take a short break and turned on the television, a commercial about the Terra Cota soldiers was going to be at the Bower's Museum.  I felt an urge to go check out the Terra Cota soldiers.  Tell me about a time when you were spontaneous.

reflection.

In the past couple of weeks, I made some progress but it appears that I have regressed.
The lessons I learned were not to be needy but the girl that I was interested in appeared interested in me by expressing interest in meeting with my grandparents.  Although it was a great experience, reflecting back now, just because a girl express interest in meeting with the family does not necessary mean she is interested in you.

I need to continue to focus on myself, continue to work on myself and better myself.

Yesterday's learned lesson

• When at work, be professional.  Don't reveal your personal life.  It's going to end up biting you in the butt or in this case, heart. I confided in the title coordinator about the girl I have feelings for.  She basically told the girl, the girl asked me about the situation.  I couldn't recall.
  One lesson learned: as a guy, don't confide with coworkers.  I'm beginning to treat every situation as if I was holding a gun, I need to THINK and accept the consequences for everything I do and say, you never know if it's going to bite you in the butt.
• When a girl time projects in a positive manner, you should go along. Case and point, the girl that I am interested mentioned about caring for her while she is old, the new me will go along and note we're be cute together, me spoon-feeding her and she can give me daily sponge-bath.
• Today is the new day of the rest of my life.
• Thank you God for providing these experiences. Thank you God for blessing me with great students and working at a great school with a great support team.  Thank you God for always watching over me.

Positive affirmations...

As I love myself, I allow others to love me too.

Flaws are transformed by love and acceptance.

I love the way I feel when I take care of myself.

Fear is only a feeling; it will not hold me back.

I know that I can master anything if I do it enough times.

Today, I am willing to fail in order to succeed.

I believe that I have the strength to make my dreams come true.

I’m going to relax and have fun with this, no matter what the outcome may be.

I’m proud of myself for even daring to try.

Today I put my full trust in my inner guidance.

I grow in strength with every forward step I take.

With a solid plan and a belief in myself, there’s nothing I can’t do.

Today I expand my awareness of the abundance all around me.

I allow the universe to bless me in surprising and joyful ways.

I exude passion, purpose, and prosperity.

As my commitment to help others grows, so does my wealth.

My day is filled with limitless potential in joy, abundance and love.

My unique skills and talents can make a profound different in the world.

I am meant to do great things.

I trust the universe to deliver my highest good in every situation.

By becoming peace, I create peace in every experience.

Peace comes when I let go of trying to control every tiny detail.

Today I open my mind to the endless opportunities.

Let each of my experiences today be a gateway to something even better.

Each decision I make creates new opportunities.

All of my relationships are meaningful and fulfilling.

I am ready for a healthy, loving relationship.

I trust the universe to know the type of partner who is perfect for me.

As I share my love with others the universe mirrors love back to me.

I am grateful for the people in my life.

My energy and vitality are increasing everyday.

Thank you for my strength, my health, and my vitality.

Today I awaken to my higher wisdom

My inner voice guides me in every moment.

I am centered, calm, and clear.

I always know the right actions to achieve my goals.

When I know where I’m going, getting there is a cinch!

Today I am completely tuned in to my inner wisdom.

I trust my feelings and insights.

I’m proud of all I have accomplished.

Today I give myself permission to be greater than my fears.

 I love myself no matter what.

I don’t have to be perfect; I just have to be me.